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Journal Entry: Thu Jun 4, 2009, 9:47 AM

sorry for late replies and stuff like that. *bad mood*

ggg started writing so I'll finish. Sorry for the "emo" all over the place, but I don't really have anyone to talk to.

I am feeling really bad lately. Failed the year, going to repeat class and making everyone around angry.
Mom wants me to move to father.
I know that I'm not perfect, that I fail at most of things and have no will to try again, try again harder, but I am not like that because I want to. It isn't like - "horaay I am going to be bad at everything and it'll be so awesome, and have everything right up in my ass.". I am very lazy and stupid, but very tired as well.
In the end all the crap is my fault anyway. it is kinda' like drowning in it.

I wish I could make my mother happy somehow.
No one wants a parasite at home, a thing you didn't wanted in a first place.

No idea what to do. this seriously is to hard for a person with a small brain. *fail*

~Shimekirii I am working on your picture ;;n;;"

sorry for it begin so late... uhh It'll take more time.

oh, is eating at home quite frustrating or I dunno, makes you feel bad?

bleh mah subby runs out D:

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~VitaminVirus Jun 4, 2009, 10:10:16 AM

Awww! I don't think your parents think of you as a parasite! That'd be waaaay too cruel! As for repeating....it's not that bad... I had to repeat and boy was my mother pissed. I hope you don't lose hope Y^Y I'm pretty sure you're a good student, you just seriously need a vacation D:

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~KillerYumi Jun 4, 2009, 10:24:06 AM

awww D: I'm sorry to hear your repeating class

how come you don't have anyone to talk to D:!!?
mmwell...I don't have either, I usually keep things for myself, althought I wish I had someone to say all of the things that bother me and such
I wish I could make my mom happy too...she seems so sad

(I know the reason, but I don't know how to help)
don't lose hope

and I'm sure your parents don't consider you a parasite, maybe they just don't understand you

~MysticSteph Jun 4, 2009, 1:16:29 PM

You know failing a year ain't that bad. Appends to a lot of people here. But if you fail a year, then if you relearned what you've learn ain't it going to be much easier? I'm sure your parents doesn't think as you as a parasite. Your mom probably wants you to go to your dad because she simply needs time alone? Some people are like that, they like to be alone for little while. You want to make your mother happy? Then try to cook her favorite meal before she comes back from work, of course some flowers help too. And yeah eating at home is frustrating hell of a lot >.<

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*Taru-of-the-Shadows Jun 4, 2009, 1:58:50 PM

Come talk to me on MSN or Skype in your afternoon tomorrow, sweetie. I have to stay up all night anyway, (seriously, it's for work xD) so I'm happy spending it talking to you if you feel like it.

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*Marilynja Jun 4, 2009, 2:37:55 PM

ugg ; n ;" everyone says that it is awful OTL maybe you are right

well... My parents are divorced and really dislike each other_{trough, I like them both}. Father lives in different city with his wife and children.

I--can't really cook *fails* no, I mean for seriously. even if I could I have no idea what does she like the most. _{tried the flowers already ;n;} and she works at home

nn thank you for your kind words tho

ah so I am not the only one who feels like this about the whole eating thing.

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*Marilynja Jun 4, 2009, 2:39:46 PM

You really did? I hope that it'll be ok.

no, I am not. <<;

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~VitaminVirus Jun 4, 2009, 2:43:12 PM

Yea and it was Math, My hated subject Y^Y. But that was last year....

Well it's ok then cus I'm no prize student either, Come! Let us wallow in our shame?

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*Marilynja Jun 4, 2009, 2:44:24 PM

well um, writing things is way much easier than saying them out loud

(that is really the worst D: )
t-thank you D:;;

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*footnoodles Jun 4, 2009, 4:00:08 PM

D8! Don't be lonely!! OTL God I feel so bad hearing this from you...

Parents being disappointed in you is the worst feeling in the world, that I understand... Don't give up. D:

You can always send me a note and rant your ass off if you want, I love to listen. OTL

Feel better, let me know if you ever need anything D8

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